It was really a long long time since i have blogged, it is as if i almost forgot there is even this thing call blog.I always wana kept to my perfection even to my blog.When i were to say put only the happy and joyful stuff in only,i will.I will just wait and wait till something nice happened,perhaps i am not suitable for this kind of perfectionism.Tedious to a certain extend.
Well,I am kind of refresh at this very moment,becauase i have been sleeping till evening ,which is now.Sudden enlighten of so many thing,so many thigs suddenly seems so unimportant anymore,like my stress and my troubles,ppl around me who are fustrating.Ppl who are saying there for me.Everybody.Just like in the space of nothing,nothing seems to bother,kinda everything suddenly turn stagnant.
Seems so many many trouble and stress i have been stressing,so many till i were to break down ,till i have to drink beer,till cry,till so many things in this world i have been doing.
Becoming strong,becoming rich,becoming a powerful character in ppl's life.
have a business of my own.Ideals vs cycles.Cycles of ppl study,work and die. Breaking thru?