Today I had a DBMS (Database management system) exam,I seriously hate long papers. 2 whole hours can you imagaine it?Sitting there like some sotong form ,staring persistently at a foriegn object on your table call the Exam Paper. Worst come to worst , the alien language that they used is horrible. I believe my sch comes from mars.
Nevertheless, the day started bad enough.I emo half the day off,Stressing.What could happened? Retain? Forward Module? Ar? All blame to my full of meaning mindset,why study ? for what? Why spend your whole life engross in studies? What's the purpose?
I also blame my arragont mindset of believe that I am good enough and that I have enough time. Overrated my time and myself.With that I spent my study week to go sentosa and play. How foolish can I be? Gosh ! I'm regretting.
Now, my new philosophy. I dun care about the meaning now. If I want to study, I study all the way. If not I shd be OUT, and nver in in the first place.And since that I'm in already , I am gona study .Damn.
If want to do something, do it all the way. If not dun even start it.Fuk,i'm real stress up now.
Next stress 2.My company is not doing as well as I predicted,millions of ppl in singapore and only 12 is reading my lines.I cant stay put this way.Ar! I will do something 2mro.
Next,stress 3. What the hell have I been doing so far? Playing with water ar? why the hell , cant I swim well. I dunt beileve I can nver swim well.Fuk It . I will double up and swim and swim. GRR.
I spent the rest of my day to search for present for someone.Hope she will appreciate it.I'm gona hand made it.
Lastly, I will do well.Adjusting my focus,my lens and prepare to do well in life.
I have a unique brain,Which can help me do well.I am getting the kick of the focus, and soon I will be able to focus in hell lots of stuffs.My beliefs set me ablaze with flame once again!
I simply know I can do well.
