Hmm.It's seems that i have been away from blogspot for quite a while now.Let's see what i have to update about myself.
1)I joined Life Savers Club
2)I open my own company ,TuitionAsia
3)I have joined Safra Biathlon(1.5km swim & 10km run)
Today was 3 feb 2007, long day for me.
I went SPH to advertise my company and it cost me 209 buckS! Then Cynthia waited me for a total of 3 hrs cause i oversplet and quee at POSB Bank.Poor gal hor.Nevertheless,we reach sch at abt 330pm and I was exhausted.I splet and joined them for the sport day(Definition = every fri do some sport till 10pm.)Now I am typing this at 2 am.
Today wasnt a good day.I went emo thinking of meaning ofthe things I do.I cant find any as usual.Nth seems to make me happy,and interested for long.I joined Modren dance,Touch rugby ,Adventure Club and life saving club,however , my interest span seems so short.I lost the meaning of gg there in the first place.The meaning to do the things that i'm currently doing is nill.It's like doing things for the sake of doing.Training for no good reason but jus train.It's tough to continue like this and that I was thinking what the hell did i joined Biathlon in the first place.It's seems to become like okie,these things that i am doing will benefits me in the future and 1 day.It's doesnt make sense to me at all ,to why I aint contented with the things I had.It's just like what am I doing?Why am I doing it?For?
This in search of reasons send me to emo state.Hmmm.However I know that It's all in me that I am not enjoing anything now ,nothing to do with the ccas.However,I still find out the reasons to continue or in other words,doing the things I really like.What do I really want ? This is the actual question.
Next,I have a vision of great future and that I will succeed just as well.Nevertheless The reason to do the things I'm doing.I just now I need to do them.That's abt it.No reason to them.Do now think Later seems to be the slogon in my head now.
Then subsequently,I'm thinking.Okie,I'm a mature and so called a charming person .Therefore GOD give me a GF! Hahas.Oh well.Anyway,nevertheless,I cant bothered about that now it's seems ? Nothing I cant do abt it, dun think abt it.
Gee,Wat else I wana report.That I need some high energy ppl ard me?Hahas.Make me feel alive.!
Last But not least,Wana Thank Shirley as well.She said "its u who makes me realise i muz be more mature work 2wards my dream".Thanks You ,Cynthia N Shirley!!You are appreciated.
Oh well. time to slp,Brain Dead.Nonsense pouring in.Good Nite.
