I have a sudden mindset for a thing.
Suddenly wish to blog about it.It's about having a girlfriend.I always always wish for the best and always try my best to get one really good girlfriend.However,whenever there is this slight chance that I might really get her.I had this sudden twist of mindset.My mind would say,"What happened if she is not the best",my mind simply feared and worried.Ironically,I have the want to get and at the same time Scared to get kind of feeling.
Ridiculous feeling huh.Perhaps the mindset of perfection is still there ,the mindset of flawless and beauty.What feeling is this?I pondered for a while.
Knowing that there is never such things that is called perfect yet at the same time I yearned for one.BIG TIME contridicting ,isn't it?
Nth to hope for ,just wish for the best .
Hope character can really offset unperfection.Confused yet clear mind.
After which ,then again ,perhaps it's just because I hadnt had any girlfriend for a big time that I forget how's unfamiliar this mindset is.Having to said that,I hope that I just get used to this unpleasant feelings and be contented of what I have in hand.
Cherish would be the word.
However that everyone would wish the best for themselves.Searching for the best is not exceptional.It's is a common sight,perhaps just unspoken from the people around.
I just simply open to all my feelings and mindset.Therefore at the same time I ont say that I'm wierd or that I have no rights to seek for the best.One question for myself.
Can I use their character to offset the unperfections.?
This make me wonder a bit,guys.
Simple Guys Talks.Yeah ,I can open a coffee shop here already huh.hahas.
*This statement might be due to a sudden enlightenment that might not last.
